Love is so kind, I remember those times where I believe and become so blind. Love can hurt or damage as some like to say. But the question is... Do you like the feeling of love running through your system?. I say, Who cares what people say or think. We have a heart we should share and spread the love. Some people don't realize the good and bad needs love can do to us. It can change us from worst to better, From better to worst. It all depends on who the person is. I remember... I remember being young as i'm still am. And believing every little single word a guy will say out from his mouth, Of course!. I didn't have experiences at that age I was. But, Let me ask you a question?, If i may... Does love has a age? Or distance??. Of course not!. For my young age, I myself experienced a lot of things and know somewhat. But; The thing is, Love has no "Age'' Or ''Miles'' It all goes and depends the heart. How fast it goes, How many miles it's willing to take or how young or old the love could be. I had my first love at age 15 and may I say it was a roller coaster. It had it's ''Up''and ''Downs'' I really wasn't a fan of that. As I shall say, That relationship tought me well and not to give in nor believe too quickly. We all have our here and there few tears from our pain but that just makes us stronger, Not weaker!. I shall remind you, Power comes from the mind not the strength in our bodies. As magicians say ''Mind Control'' It's magic!. Well in this occasion love is not ''Magic'' It could be, If we believe; but! We only believe if our relationship is ''Perfect!'' As what some may say when are ''In Love'' That's nothing wrong, It's nature. Don't blame others nor yourself. Love is nature and pure and sometimes we ALL just need that ''Love Touch''.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Friday, January 1, 2010
Sign
As I say these things to you I want you to know that im glad your a part in my life.
thank you for the laugh's you made me had, thanks for the smile you put in my face.
Thank you for loving me with your heart and trusting me with beyond.
I knew that god had spoken to me when I saw you and you holding me but everytime your gone I feel lost without a reason to be told.
when I cry, its a sign that I want you to see, when I say I love you its a sign I want you to hear.
when im angry its a sign I want you to comprehend and understand that things in life its hard without a little push.
Knowing that your there for me its enough and all I need.
Nothing can replace you or be you and knowing that your that guy its amazing.
Looking into your eye's its like being lost in the skyes. and no im not saying this to say it its a sign I want you to know.
if you see a sign make sure you understand it well.
but beyond all this..this is a sign of love from me to you.
thank you for the laugh's you made me had, thanks for the smile you put in my face.
Thank you for loving me with your heart and trusting me with beyond.
I knew that god had spoken to me when I saw you and you holding me but everytime your gone I feel lost without a reason to be told.
when I cry, its a sign that I want you to see, when I say I love you its a sign I want you to hear.
when im angry its a sign I want you to comprehend and understand that things in life its hard without a little push.
Knowing that your there for me its enough and all I need.
Nothing can replace you or be you and knowing that your that guy its amazing.
Looking into your eye's its like being lost in the skyes. and no im not saying this to say it its a sign I want you to know.
if you see a sign make sure you understand it well.
but beyond all this..this is a sign of love from me to you.
Remembering
I remember when I lost something good and special I realized it was real. Sometimes words can hurt more than what you think you just never know it's pain, is more than a needle pain more, than a cut from a mirror. Family and friends can go but love will stay in my heart for as long as I live if I fade away my colors will fall but memories will never fade its a book of memories just wishing to rip it apart cause it hurts reading it and seeing everything go over and over again like some time box. I sit in a corner looking at those pic and knowing that it was just a week ago and that now I cant go back because the damages has been done and no crossing over because it wont be the same. My pain for you is real then you think and my love for you is stronger then what you think and my fight for you is like a war in blood that wont stop till I win and be tough and fight for what I believe in. Just never mind about my life. I got hurt so what ! it will happen again anyways, ill fight one more time but I aint going back not even for you im sorry but im moving on sorry if it hurts I know how it feels I been there and its really dark there and cold no one around to help you but your self and god just believe in your self and have faith and once your done you'll be good as me in life. I'm not perfect but I know what to do when it comes down to real things and trust and life I deal with my own problems not others I aint no made to be cleaning peoples after mess. I'm me and ima stay that way!
My lovely husband
This is for a really special guy that i love and adore all i got to say thanks for loving me and caring for me like you do i am and always be yours ill fight for you till the day i die my dreams came ture your my life and much more i would never leave you im your wife and you my lovely husband just pray with me you healed my pain and scars and i thank you for that your more important then school your my blood that runs through my veins.
your my angel that puts me to sleep late at night you the reason for the smile on my face, your the reason why i wake up the morning with a smile on my face i can sing your name out loud and make the wind blow and the birds sing i can hug you and say i love you but everything eles to me is nothing but just a image with you its -TRUE LIFE- i can feel your love and your voice pressed aganist mines i think about you late at night when the moons up, i see your pretty face late at night,i see your heart shinying from miles apart.
Baby in this world is no world your my world,My life,My heart,My love, my everything your just more then what you think you are i can flap my wings and fly but i wont fly if its not with you god just made me realize i left something behide and it was you i wont compare my past with this. this is a gift from god and baby if our wish and dreams comes true it will be to late cause it already came true to me and you. side by side, loving eachother till death, hands on hands, and thoughts on thoughts and you and me together till the day we die baby i can whisper 3 words in your ear 'I LOVE YOU' and make it sounds like music in your ears.
your my angel that puts me to sleep late at night you the reason for the smile on my face, your the reason why i wake up the morning with a smile on my face i can sing your name out loud and make the wind blow and the birds sing i can hug you and say i love you but everything eles to me is nothing but just a image with you its -TRUE LIFE- i can feel your love and your voice pressed aganist mines i think about you late at night when the moons up, i see your pretty face late at night,i see your heart shinying from miles apart.
Baby in this world is no world your my world,My life,My heart,My love, my everything your just more then what you think you are i can flap my wings and fly but i wont fly if its not with you god just made me realize i left something behide and it was you i wont compare my past with this. this is a gift from god and baby if our wish and dreams comes true it will be to late cause it already came true to me and you. side by side, loving eachother till death, hands on hands, and thoughts on thoughts and you and me together till the day we die baby i can whisper 3 words in your ear 'I LOVE YOU' and make it sounds like music in your ears.
My feelings about life
In my mind I see life in different ways I see it as you throwing it away and choosing it but life is not all about fame and game. It has and always been about hate and fate but what would life be without hate and fate? (Nothing). Sometimes life can be cruel and a bit cold but as I say all of this my heart beats it self like a drum as my words are being Shattered. God only gives us one life and a second chance but I can feel that im still Re-covering from that accident from many years (Or should I say just a bit few). Like books say "Thou shall not let fear or broken bones be an end". Our life can be like a tear in our tip of our fingers and when it drops it makes a sound you shall never forget. A broken bone is like a broken dreams. If I shall live for today I shall wait for what's coming next. If I die today my number one on my list is to write a letter and say Goodbye. Life cannot be count because life is like money you already had been spent. Life can sometimes be tasty like if you were in a bar tasting all kinds of drinks. This is all about my feelings and this is not a treat to make you free.
Mad in love with you
This sweet love is like falling through the skies and waiting to be hold.
I look into your eye's and I see passion.
Baby I dont want to be alone never a "Goodbye" just a "I love you".
When you hold me up close I can feel everything but hate.
baby just hold me tight and dont let me fall or die. I want to be your wife till the day I die. I survive and im here again just giving love and life a second chance and it turned out Great like I pictured it.
Bitterness is like heaven just waiting to be called and loved.
When I hear your voice I get chill's going down my back all I can say is im mad in love with you and this couldn't be more precious to me.
When you say "I love you too" it makes me want to cry.
Baby I dont want to lose you hopefully you will be my one and only husband.
Cross and wrap your arms around me and take me to wonderland and let's kiss and say "I love you too".
Your kisses is like having rain falling down on my lips is sweet like candy and beautiful like the stars you see late at night.
I'm so mad in love with you that not even god can explain it to you.
I close my eye's and hear your breathe.
Your hugs are warm and safe I can get lost in your arms and never come out. I would be better safe in your heart and never be broken apart.
When I go to sleep tuck me in bed and give me a goodnight kiss.
When I cry I sure do know you know how to chear me up.
Dont leave because our dreams has just started.
Dont leap or fall because I will be here waiting for you and with my wings we can fly and make love.
Hug me and dont let me go, watch me sleep as the angels are calling for us.
Sleep together and have amazing nights.
Watch for the sign's because im mad in love with you.
Watch you sleep and its like a little angel.
Call my name ill come running, I'll never be late. Your lips pressed against mines is like looking at the ocean during sunset.
Stay with me
Let me cry and show you I do care and love you. I will love you slowly and deeply.
I'm so mad in love with you.
Follow to my heart beats and let's see where will it takes us.
Run your fingers down my hair and make me feel special.
Your voice run's down my spine as you say "I love you"
Carefully we will go more and more and see what's (NEXT)
Baby I just want to let you know one more thing im deeply mad in love with you.
I look into your eye's and I see passion.
Baby I dont want to be alone never a "Goodbye" just a "I love you".
When you hold me up close I can feel everything but hate.
baby just hold me tight and dont let me fall or die. I want to be your wife till the day I die. I survive and im here again just giving love and life a second chance and it turned out Great like I pictured it.
Bitterness is like heaven just waiting to be called and loved.
When I hear your voice I get chill's going down my back all I can say is im mad in love with you and this couldn't be more precious to me.
When you say "I love you too" it makes me want to cry.
Baby I dont want to lose you hopefully you will be my one and only husband.
Cross and wrap your arms around me and take me to wonderland and let's kiss and say "I love you too".
Your kisses is like having rain falling down on my lips is sweet like candy and beautiful like the stars you see late at night.
I'm so mad in love with you that not even god can explain it to you.
I close my eye's and hear your breathe.
Your hugs are warm and safe I can get lost in your arms and never come out. I would be better safe in your heart and never be broken apart.
When I go to sleep tuck me in bed and give me a goodnight kiss.
When I cry I sure do know you know how to chear me up.
Dont leave because our dreams has just started.
Dont leap or fall because I will be here waiting for you and with my wings we can fly and make love.
Hug me and dont let me go, watch me sleep as the angels are calling for us.
Sleep together and have amazing nights.
Watch for the sign's because im mad in love with you.
Watch you sleep and its like a little angel.
Call my name ill come running, I'll never be late. Your lips pressed against mines is like looking at the ocean during sunset.
Stay with me
Let me cry and show you I do care and love you. I will love you slowly and deeply.
I'm so mad in love with you.
Follow to my heart beats and let's see where will it takes us.
Run your fingers down my hair and make me feel special.
Your voice run's down my spine as you say "I love you"
Carefully we will go more and more and see what's (NEXT)
Baby I just want to let you know one more thing im deeply mad in love with you.
Kill me
Your watching me fall, your hearing me cry, your feeling my pain
But you aint feeling my love. your watching me die slowly into my grave without a goodbye. My tears are like waterfalls, they fall everytime I talk to you
My heart beats to every sounds of your voice. My brain goes off when I feel pain. My tongue is feeling your fear from the tip of it's reach.
I can ask questions but to afraid to ask. I need an answer but to scared to hear them. I'm running but still cant move.
I feel you coming but im still here. I'm in a box trap with no air, no oxygen, no sun.
Your watching me suffer but yet your not helping me. Your hearing me in pain but yet not calming me down. Your seeing my tears but yet cant control it.
I hear your foots step but I just cant see you here. I'm a blank of paper waiting to be used and tell a story.
I'm human but I dont feel human
KILL ME NOW !
Don't hurt me, pain is worst then stabbing me through my heart. You've done it before, just do it this time. I'm already falling apart without a reason
I'm fading with your memories. I'm holding them tight.
I looked up to you but now I look up to the skies and pray I won't fall.
You hear me saying 'I LOVE YOU' but no action
Your warmth heart has touched mine
Oh! my how can I get you to understand that 'I LOVE YOU' no matter what I'm guessing I'm not the one.
Your always saying its my fault when its not.
I always put you as number one in my life, not number five.
I take a deep breath and count to ten but its a waste of time because I'm dead already from your love.
You cant trust me, you don't love me, you hate me, your pushing me away.
I'm alone with no love or care.
Just kill me like my brain 'SHUT DOWN'
Hit me and beat me down. I don't care, you've done more then that, nothing can hurt me now but your pain.
I feel persured, I feel hated, I feel unloved, I feel destroyed.
Kill me and you'll be much better without me
Kill me now!
Watch me die, watch me go into my grave without a goodbye
Kiss me but I dont need one
Kill me
You already killed my heart so its nothing hard.
*SHOOT* the gun bullets in my skull.
It's stuck but to late, don't save me because I ain't coming back.
Kill me
Watch me die without a goodbye.
But you aint feeling my love. your watching me die slowly into my grave without a goodbye. My tears are like waterfalls, they fall everytime I talk to you
My heart beats to every sounds of your voice. My brain goes off when I feel pain. My tongue is feeling your fear from the tip of it's reach.
I can ask questions but to afraid to ask. I need an answer but to scared to hear them. I'm running but still cant move.
I feel you coming but im still here. I'm in a box trap with no air, no oxygen, no sun.
Your watching me suffer but yet your not helping me. Your hearing me in pain but yet not calming me down. Your seeing my tears but yet cant control it.
I hear your foots step but I just cant see you here. I'm a blank of paper waiting to be used and tell a story.
I'm human but I dont feel human
KILL ME NOW !
Don't hurt me, pain is worst then stabbing me through my heart. You've done it before, just do it this time. I'm already falling apart without a reason
I'm fading with your memories. I'm holding them tight.
I looked up to you but now I look up to the skies and pray I won't fall.
You hear me saying 'I LOVE YOU' but no action
Your warmth heart has touched mine
Oh! my how can I get you to understand that 'I LOVE YOU' no matter what I'm guessing I'm not the one.
Your always saying its my fault when its not.
I always put you as number one in my life, not number five.
I take a deep breath and count to ten but its a waste of time because I'm dead already from your love.
You cant trust me, you don't love me, you hate me, your pushing me away.
I'm alone with no love or care.
Just kill me like my brain 'SHUT DOWN'
Hit me and beat me down. I don't care, you've done more then that, nothing can hurt me now but your pain.
I feel persured, I feel hated, I feel unloved, I feel destroyed.
Kill me and you'll be much better without me
Kill me now!
Watch me die, watch me go into my grave without a goodbye
Kiss me but I dont need one
Kill me
You already killed my heart so its nothing hard.
*SHOOT* the gun bullets in my skull.
It's stuck but to late, don't save me because I ain't coming back.
Kill me
Watch me die without a goodbye.
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