What happen

i dont know what i want anymore cause what happen if i die the day tomorrow what's gonna happen?will i lose you?will i lose everything?what happen if we break up?can we still be friends?but theres something in me telling me that your not to good enough for me that your not worth it is it true or false?if i lose you i'll be nothing in this world but i dnt know what i want cause it's like if im hearing voiceses in my head that's driveing me crazy what happen's if i cant take it anymore will i still be me?what happen's if i lose my best friend over something stupid but all im saying is what happen's after all of this?