What happen

i dont know what i want anymore cause what happen if i die the day tomorrow what's gonna happen?will i lose you?will i lose everything?what happen if we break up?can we still be friends?but theres something in me telling me that your not to good enough for me that your not worth it is it true or false?if i lose you i'll be nothing in this world but i dnt know what i want cause it's like if im hearing voiceses in my head that's driveing me crazy what happen's if i cant take it anymore will i still be me?what happen's if i lose my best friend over something stupid but all im saying is what happen's after all of this?

Nervous

Everytime your not around i get worry and nervous when im with you i get butterflies in my stomach and sometimes i get nervous when you call me cause at that moment i dont know what to say when you tell me you love me and you wanna be with me for the rest of your life i get nervous when you call me with good news i get butterflies in my stomach and i also get nervous cause i dont know were is the place your taking me or what we gonna do on that day that is only me and you i will have butterflies in me cause to me it means what you set up for us it's beautiful or what your telling me is beautiful i love the way your so kind,sweet,nice,respectful, a gentleman, and also romantic thats why i'm always nervous and im also worry and scared that are love wont last for ever but i have faith in me and in this relationship sometimes im nervous when you tell me you got a surprise for me i get excited trying to find out what is the surprise.