As i

As i lay down dying My mouth is being stapled so i wont speak my mind
out the wind i lost control i lose focuse and i cant concertrate i blow your name but no reponse
i close my eye's while the bad are gone i ask my self if i would you leave you 'No'How come? 'Cause i love you'
you have to understand that life suck's no matter how hard you try
Just take my hand and ill show you who i am dont lose track cause i aint helping you
My mind is saying no and my heart says go
which one should i go?
to rows and no one works no services or nothing just dark and alone
As i lay down 'i think do i even wanna be here'?Do i wanna keep up with the mission and win or just gave up and lose?
in my case losing is better then trying cause either way you end up with thoughts on your mind -Unquestioned-
'But i remembered something' what you have in the beginning turns out good and fun and when you start losing track you lose and end up being apart from eachother
i dont see the reason for me to run but if i sit down and tell you a story you will see that i definitely have the -BIGGEST-reason to do or say what i feel
As i talk to you my mood goes to Happy to scared and sad just PLEASE dont ever do what im doing cause you will regret it in the future or later
As i stand up looking to ceiling i see a response from god telling me to come i see the light and i feel calm
As i say 'I LOVE YOU' my heart beats to those words
My blood forms in different directions and it gets warm when i hear you 'CRY' or 'SAD'
As i say 'GOODBYE' i feel your pain and love.