Friday, January 1, 2010

Kill me

Your watching me fall, your hearing me cry, your feeling my pain
But you aint feeling my love. your watching me die slowly into my grave without a goodbye. My tears are like waterfalls, they fall everytime I talk to you
My heart beats to every sounds of your voice. My brain goes off when I feel pain. My tongue is feeling your fear from the tip of it's reach.
I can ask questions but to afraid to ask. I need an answer but to scared to hear them. I'm running but still cant move.
I feel you coming but im still here. I'm in a box trap with no air, no oxygen, no sun.
Your watching me suffer but yet your not helping me. Your hearing me in pain but yet not calming me down. Your seeing my tears but yet cant control it.
I hear your foots step but I just cant see you here. I'm a blank of paper waiting to be used and tell a story.
I'm human but I dont feel human
KILL ME NOW !
Don't hurt me, pain is worst then stabbing me through my heart. You've done it before, just do it this time. I'm already falling apart without a reason
I'm fading with your memories. I'm holding them tight.
I looked up to you but now I look up to the skies and pray I won't fall.
You hear me saying 'I LOVE YOU' but no action
Your warmth heart has touched mine
Oh! my how can I get you to understand that 'I LOVE YOU' no matter what I'm guessing I'm not the one.
Your always saying its my fault when its not.
I always put you as number one in my life, not number five.
I take a deep breath and count to ten but its a waste of time because I'm dead already from your love.
You cant trust me, you don't love me, you hate me, your pushing me away.
I'm alone with no love or care.
Just kill me like my brain 'SHUT DOWN'
Hit me and beat me down. I don't care, you've done more then that, nothing can hurt me now but your pain.
I feel persured, I feel hated, I feel unloved, I feel destroyed.
Kill me and you'll be much better without me
Kill me now!
Watch me die, watch me go into my grave without a goodbye
Kiss me but I dont need one
Kill me
You already killed my heart so its nothing hard.
*SHOOT* the gun bullets in my skull.
It's stuck but to late, don't save me because I ain't coming back.
Kill me
Watch me die without a goodbye.

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