I remember when I lost something good and special I realized it was real. Sometimes words can hurt more than what you think you just never know it's pain, is more than a needle pain more, than a cut from a mirror. Family and friends can go but love will stay in my heart for as long as I live if I fade away my colors will fall but memories will never fade its a book of memories just wishing to rip it apart cause it hurts reading it and seeing everything go over and over again like some time box. I sit in a corner looking at those pic and knowing that it was just a week ago and that now I cant go back because the damages has been done and no crossing over because it wont be the same. My pain for you is real then you think and my love for you is stronger then what you think and my fight for you is like a war in blood that wont stop till I win and be tough and fight for what I believe in. Just never mind about my life. I got hurt so what ! it will happen again anyways, ill fight one more time but I aint going back not even for you im sorry but im moving on sorry if it hurts I know how it feels I been there and its really dark there and cold no one around to help you but your self and god just believe in your self and have faith and once your done you'll be good as me in life. I'm not perfect but I know what to do when it comes down to real things and trust and life I deal with my own problems not others I aint no made to be cleaning peoples after mess. I'm me and ima stay that way!
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